World of Story and Do

Hello everybody who reads my post :) long time no see. Its been a 7 months since my last post. W-o-w, at 12 september 2011 mthrx is turned 16 years old. and when 9 september 2011 its my failed fake anniv. its fake because none of me or him wants to adoubt it. Pathetic.

well at that time, untill his birthday party the truth is i still cant forget him “totally”. its been a long time (ofcourse) or 3 years since i’ve felt that weird things and made me sick and crazy human being. Pathetic.

But when his birthday party over, i promised before i went to his home i will forget him and easily move on and there’s no regrets for that. Really.

Okay that’s my prolog, so i will tell you about everything at 12 september 2011, now.

I already have a plan, good plan, perfect plan and you know i hate if someone destroyed my plan. its like i have a perfect idea and someone messed with that, if thats happend, i will kill him/her who made a messed with me!

i’ve plan all over. i must arranged everything because my school is very far. yeah highschool. sorry didnt tell you about this one. but since june im a highschool student, no cheers about that cause this is a usually people do after graduate (if she/he graduate) from junior high school. okay back to my story, ive arranged by where i must went and get ready for buy his cakes, prepared anything for his surprise party.

but the truth is.. Jakarta cant tolerate even mthrxs birthday party. traffic jam is everywhere. and finally… i-was-late. and everythings are screwed up. Pathetic.

i was late… and i FAILED to gave him surprise party, because when i arrived at his home, he already knew about all of my friends (lana, risang, ilham, alwan). i knew that because all of my friends PLAYING FOOTBALL with HIM. oh damn… how dare they can screwed up a things like that?! so i failed. and i think his birthday party isn’t have a very a good memorial things. but i wrong. we played together we ate together we are happy together! and when i want a go home. i decided asked him about “a mystery quetion”.

“hm, t how about we are now?”

“friend ofcourse, why?”

“how about at 2009?”

“when you liked me?”

“yea”

“nothing.”

“nothing. thanks godness now its change, i have a little presents for your birthday. i made this when i liked you like a crazy pathetic little kid who wants her ballon.”

“what is that?”

“dont open it, dont angry, dont feel shame because ive already shamed everythings about what i did today and since 2009, dont see me like im a disgusting people cause you already saw me like that at 2009, dont do everything you ever did to me when 2009 to other people please im begging you.”

*silent* “okay”

and then everything going so well at least. im so happy even when the first i think his birthday is gonna worst.

and then finally i knew, what is the answered from the mystery question “nothing”.

after that i felt happy. and when i arrived at home. i promised and said a loud sounds in my heart

“I AM ANNISA AYU WULANDARI POESPOWINOTO/MILLI. NEVER WILL LOVE SOMEONE WHO I EVER LOVE, BEFORE THIS DAY INCLUDES ( MTHRX, D, ETC). NOW IM PERFECTLY MOVE ON WITH MTHRX (T-O-T-A-L-L-Y) AND NEVER SEE HIM AS A BOY WHO CAN BE LOVE. I AM A BETTER WOMAN NOW. I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK AGAIN EVEN I MUST REMEMBER IT MEANS I BROKE THIS PROMISE. NOW.. IM FREE! NOW.. IM JUST A WOMAN WHO HAVE A NEW BLANK PAGES ABOUT LOVE LIFE STORY. NO MORE TEARS AGAIN!”

So that’s my finally ending for my 3 years love life story, hope you can enjoyed it :)

-THE END.